Fragments

Ek ladka tha jo kabhi tumse bohot pyaar karta था Ek ladka tha jo har roz tumhe yaad karta था Ek ladka tha jo khone se darta rehta था Aur tumhare rone ka bojh khud pe sehta था Ek ladka tha jo dil ki baat keh nahi paaya Aur chup rehkar khud ko hi haar gaya Ek ladka था jo tumhare bina reh nahi paata था Aur isi aadat ne use kamzor bana diya था Ek ladka था jo paane ko tarasta raha Aur tumhe dekh kar bhi sirf hasta raha Ek ladka था jo khud ko tumhara maanta था Aur tumhe apni duniya jaanta था Par waqt ne use ek baat sikha di Ki mohabbat sirf mehsoos karna kaafi nahi hota Ek dia usne khud ko chunte hue dekha Aur samajh gaya har kahani ka ant rona nahi hota Ab ek ladka hai Jo yaad toh karta hai, par rukta nahi Jo darta nahi, jo toot kar bikta nahi Jo tumhe apni kahani ka hissa maanta hai Par poori kahani nahi Tum ab bhi ho yaadon mein, sach hai Par jagah badal chuki hai Woh ladka jo kabhi "main hi hoon" kehta था Aaj bas itna kehta hai "Main tha."

Admired in silence, Loved without permission. Intelligent enough to never pretend, Strong enough to walk away whole, Honest even when honesty bruises, Authentic in a world addicted to masks. In the feeling of her, I become the best shade of green— But she has always loved blue.